Today's a Tuesday. I have no patients scheduled today. Though may nag walk-in kanina, sabi ko i-schedule na lang siya for tomorrow. Day-off ko today. Este, wala pala akong day-off. Day-off ko lang kapag walang pasyente and kapag tinamad ako magclinic. I own my time. Hehe.
Kung walang patient and kung walang gala, i usually clean the house. Hindi yung general cleaning ha. Hindi kaya ng isang araw kapag i-general cleaning ko ito. Walis, walis lang at mop ng floors. Nagre-arrange din ng konting furnitures at konting punas ng alikabok.
Ako lang ba? Yung nakaka-experience na habang naglilinis, o kaya kapag naghuhugas ng mga pinggan or any household chores, yun yung time na andami mong naiisip? Kung ano-ano tumatakbo sa utak mo. Halo-halo. Naiisip mo yung mga nangyari sa past, yung mga expectations mo in the future and yung current situation mo in the present. Minsan depende pa sa mood na kapag badtrip ka habang naglilinis today, yung mga naaalala mong nangyari in the past puro badtrip rin. Minsan mai-inspire kang gumawa ng kung ano-ano na namang bagay na mag-u-uplift ng character, morality and spirit mo. Mag-babasa ng libro, aaralin sa gitara yung isa sa mga favorite song mo na matagal mo na gustong aralin, wala lang time, o kaya mag-eexercise, na oo parang pangarap na lang lahat yan. Hahaha. O kaya magpaplan ka in your mind na, 'Okay, mamaya aayusin ko na yung cabinet ko na 1 month ko na pinaplanong ayusin.', tapos bigla ka na naman tatamarin. Hahaha. Oo, this day naisip ko gawin yan pero as usual tinamad na naman ako. Hahaha.
While doing all these pagwawalis and mopping kanina, siyempre laging may naka-play na music on my background. Hindi na mawawala yan. Ewan, i can't live without music talaga. Can you? Di ba hindi rin? Anyway, naka-play lang in random yung playlist sa spotify, yung Tatak Pinoy yata yun then one of the songs playing has a lyrics na nagpapa-alala sa akin yung mga nagawa ko in the past. As a human being, i also did a lot of bad things. Not to the point na i killed somebody ha. Haha. But, bad things na nabanggit sa 7 deadly sins. Yeah i know, lahat tayo nagawa lahat yan. We are all humans. We are sinful. Kaya si Jesus Christ sacrificed for our sins... Wait... Isantabi muna natin yang religious side of my story.
As i was saying, everytime na naglilinis ako or naghuhugas ng pinggan or anything doing household chores, nagkakaroon ako ng reflections moment. Which is not bad at all. Kumbaga para siyang therapeutic na rin for me. Well, kaya nga 'Reflect' ang title nitong entry. Kayo ba? Do you also experience the same?
P.S.: After i cleaned the house, i rewarded myself with some Shrimp Aligue Pasta. Na naman! Because marami akong stock ng aligue sa ref. 😃 Nakapag-luto ulit and pasta na naman. I know, i know. Pasta na naman?? Yes, pasta is one of my comfort foods and as you all know, i love cooking and cooking is my love language. 🥰
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