February 26, 2024 - Manifestation Works?

Today i had an unexpected patient who is somewhat related to a close friend of this person i had been manifesting to talk to me. Haha.

I don't mean to manipulate or something. But this is pure coincidence.

I just thought maybe this could be a start and that law of attraction really works.

February 25, 2024 - Delulu

I know this sounds like i'm a creep and a weirdo but there's this one person who's keeping me up super late at night, for the past months already. Actually, not just keeping me up all night but making me stay awake up until 4 in the morning. Sometimes 5am pa nga eh, then i have an appointment with a patient at 10am. Haha. Anyway, no, we are not talking. It's just me, hi. I'm the problem it's me. Just me, manifesting he'll talk to me first. Yes, i don't wanna be the one making the first move again. Again?? Sa ibang araw na kwento na lang kung bakit 'again'. In short, i was, long been waiting and i have this intuition that this person also has been wanting to start talking to me too. Love story ba 'to? Yuck. No, i don't know. Maybe? Haha!

Back to this 'one person'. So here's this one person na i think i'm beginning to become obsessed with. I guess obsess is too much for a word, huh? Let's just say 'interested'. In my situation right now where i have internet connection 24/7, i can now see him. I see him.

Him, yes, he's a guy. I know, i know. Effin weirdo, right? I can now see him kasi napapansin ko na siya. We are friends on Facebook since a long time ago. Can't remember but i'm pretty sure more than 12 years ago already. Meron na kaming pahapyaw na palike like, paheart heart at pacomment comment na on FB, IG and i don't know anywhere else before pa. Siguro di lang namin napapasin ang isa't isa cause we have are own busy lives before but now, i see him.

The catch? Ako lang yung ganito. Siya? Was pakels.

Should i still continue this kwento? Uhm?

February 24, 2024 - Let's Do This Again

So now i decided to reactivate this blogging thing again. Since lately naghahanap ako ng portal to voice out everything i wanted to say. Facebook, Twitter and Threads, i think are not a good medium to say what i wanted to say anymore since lahat ng kamaganak ko friends ko dun! haha! Sabihin nanaman nila drama queen ako, emo, specially toxic.

Damn, ang tagal na since nakapag post ako dito. Ang dami nang nangyari. Sobrang dami. Dentista na nga pala ako, by the way. Thank you, Lord.

Just A Thought

Hindi ko nanaman narinig yung alarm clock ko set to 5AM. Woke up at 10AM instead. I've been practicing to wake up as early as 5AM ulit since my classes for next week starts at 8AM. Ang hirap mag-adjust. Nasanay na afternoon ang mga classes ko.

Anyways, i went out today to ship some yarns to clients. While on my way, naisip ko lang, ang hirap pala talagang magpanggap na masaya. Yung ipilit na ngumiti kahit deep inside talaga anlungkot lungkot. Ayoko lang kasi talagang ipahalata na may dinadamdam ako, nakakapanget kasi! Kaya as often as possible gusto yung nakikita ng mga tao saken ansaya ko at parang walang problema.

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13/ February 7, 2012 - For the Love of Yarns

I took the van again on my way back to Baguio. It took us only 2 hours on the way. Good! I still have time to roam around the market to look for yarn stores.

From Otek street, i walked through Shanum then to Abanao, then from Abanao to Kayang. I couldn't find the store where it says on the internet, a tailoring, yarns and threads shop. It should be here somewhere. at Kayang street. Asked an old lady from one of the stores who sells plastics where the shop could be, she said it should be in Maharlika.

Although Maharlika is only one block away from Kayang, i decided to go to Hilltop instead to look for bags and shoes! Hehe! I'll go to Maharlika on some other day. Besides, it's getting late. I might not find a ride back home.

12/ February 6, 2012 - Kinilaw Pork Belly with Tofu

It's the first time mama didn't want me to leave home for work because she wanted me to be the one who'll prepare dinner. Today's dinner is Kinilaw Pork Belly with Tofu. I thought i was the one who's supposed to prepare dinner but at only 5 p.m. mama is already cooking. Nice! I did nothing, just ate!

11/ February 5, 2012 - My Everybody's Bed

I got home late and caught mama sleeping on my bed when i arrived. I have no choice but to sleep beside ma.

Yeah so i couldn't sleep. I was supposed to crochet but since mama was in my room and on my bed, i couldn't turn on the light.

10/ February 4, 2012 - Strawberries, A Lame Excuse

I took the van this time. I was in front. I can see the road clearly like i was the one driving. On my lap was my two animal printed bags. One carrying 2 and a half kilos of strawberries and the other one, my other stuffs.

I wanted to sleep but i'm afraid i might fall on my seat and end up embarassing myself to the driver and the other man beside me. We are taking the Kennon Road so there would be a hundred sharp curves. Sitting still would cause a lot of effort unless you're wearing a seatbelt so sleeping wouldn't be a great idea.

I am bringing the other half kilos of strawberries to J. Those strawberries are just my excuse to see him. I know he wouldn't appreciate those strawberries and i was right.

"Anong gagawin ko dito?", he asked.

"Eh di kainin mo!", i shouted back.

What a lame excuse. He would be more happier if i just brought him Chowking's Halo-Halo.

9/ February 3, 2012 - Sleepholic

I really hate the sound of an alarm clock.

I read somewhere that in psychology, sleep is one of the most common forms of ESCAPE, escape from loneliness, sadness, frustrations, rejections and from almost any problem possible.

I slept the whole again today.

8/ February 2, 2012 - Shoe-caholic

I admit, I'm obsessed with shoes or any foot wear that attracts my eyes. In a year i must have bought more or less 15 pairs. Well that's not normal for someone whose work is only at home and barely go out.