March 3, 2024 - Good Riddance

I found this quote from facebook and it made me think that maybe i really shouldn't force myself with this person. Though i'm not doing anything naman talaga. Haha. Delulu momints lang talaga ako.

Sabi ko nga, he doesn't even know how i feel towards him and i don't wanna be the first one to initiate connections or conversations.

I think this is the sign that i was looking for. To finally stop and finally go back to what i was previously being busy about.

Besides, walang namang nasimulan, so walang kailangang tapusin. Good riddance!

March 1, 2024 - Poor Things

Ano ba 'to? Diary?? Eww? 🤣

Parang nagiging cheap tuloy ang dating nitong blogger account na 'to ah.

Anyway, welcome March 1st of 2024!

How days pass by so fast! So it's 3am in the morning and as usual, i can't sleep. I don't know why. Last night i remember i slept early, around 1am. Yes, 1am is early, at least to me. Then woke up at around 8:30am. That's enough 7-8 hours of sleep already. Today, i mean yesterday i only drank 1 cup of coffee in the morning. Then i only had two ortho adjustment patients which were easy peasy, no sweat kindof work. In short, i was not tired. Oh! Oh! Yeah, i think that's the reason why. Because i was not tired.

But now that i am writing something again on this blogger thingy, now i'm beginning to feel drowsey.

Then i fell asleep. 🤣

Okay let's continue. I now woke up. It's 1 in the afternoon naman na. 😅

Movie Review:

The reason i stayed up again late, or should i say early because it's already 3am? hehe..gulo mo! I finished watching the movie Poor Things nga kasi.

Well, i love it! Yung cinematography, yung photographic scenes, the storyline, real life's scenario portrayed in an aesthicically produced film. Ganda!

It deserves all the awards given and to Emma Stone. Galing! Though this film is for adult only, R21 as per my own judgement of discretion.

Now to relate it to my life? I was a whore?? Haha! Well, i don't know..maybe?? Hahaha. I don't think it's safe to share something like this about a piece of my life here.

I was a whore, idiomatically because i was once young, longing for an adventure, seeking for wisdom, eager to explore new things, go wild, and be carefree. Also that divine urge into finding what was truly our purpose in life, what do we really want to do?

Then when we mature, we will realize all the mistakes and awkward moments are part of our life, to shape us uniquely into someone we are today.

February 29, 2024 - Halaman

No scheduled patient for this day (February 28, 2024) so i have time doin' some fixes in the garden. Transplated my basil to hydroponics, done some cuttings and watered all the ornamentals because they're all drying up. Seize the day while i'm not busy in the clinic.

It's still February but the weather is already hot! I guess summer have started early.

February 26, 2024 - Manifestation Works?

Today i had an unexpected patient who is somewhat related to a close friend of this person i had been manifesting to talk to me. Haha.

I don't mean to manipulate or something. But this is pure coincidence.

I just thought maybe this could be a start and that law of attraction really works.

February 25, 2024 - Delulu

I know this sounds like i'm a creep and a weirdo but there's this one person who's keeping me up super late at night, for the past months already. Actually, not just keeping me up all night but making me stay awake up until 4 in the morning. Sometimes 5am pa nga eh, then i have an appointment with a patient at 10am. Haha. Anyway, no, we are not talking. It's just me, hi. I'm the problem it's me. Just me, manifesting he'll talk to me first. Yes, i don't wanna be the one making the first move again. Again?? Sa ibang araw na kwento na lang kung bakit 'again'. In short, i was, long been waiting and i have this intuition that this person also has been wanting to start talking to me too. Love story ba 'to? Yuck. No, i don't know. Maybe? Haha!

Back to this 'one person'. So here's this one person na i think i'm beginning to become obsessed with. I guess obsess is too much for a word, huh? Let's just say 'interested'. In my situation right now where i have internet connection 24/7, i can now see him. I see him.

Him, yes, he's a guy. I know, i know. Effin weirdo, right? I can now see him kasi napapansin ko na siya. We are friends on Facebook since a long time ago. Can't remember but i'm pretty sure more than 12 years ago already. Meron na kaming pahapyaw na palike like, paheart heart at pacomment comment na on FB, IG and i don't know anywhere else before pa. Siguro di lang namin napapasin ang isa't isa cause we have are own busy lives before but now, i see him.

The catch? Ako lang yung ganito. Siya? Was pakels.

Should i still continue this kwento? Uhm?

February 24, 2024 - Let's Do This Again

So now i decided to reactivate this blogging thing again. Since lately naghahanap ako ng portal to voice out everything i wanted to say. Facebook, Twitter and Threads, i think are not a good medium to say what i wanted to say anymore since lahat ng kamaganak ko friends ko dun! haha! Sabihin nanaman nila drama queen ako, emo, specially toxic.

Damn, ang tagal na since nakapag post ako dito. Ang dami nang nangyari. Sobrang dami. Dentista na nga pala ako, by the way. Thank you, Lord.

Just A Thought

Hindi ko nanaman narinig yung alarm clock ko set to 5AM. Woke up at 10AM instead. I've been practicing to wake up as early as 5AM ulit since my classes for next week starts at 8AM. Ang hirap mag-adjust. Nasanay na afternoon ang mga classes ko.

Anyways, i went out today to ship some yarns to clients. While on my way, naisip ko lang, ang hirap pala talagang magpanggap na masaya. Yung ipilit na ngumiti kahit deep inside talaga anlungkot lungkot. Ayoko lang kasi talagang ipahalata na may dinadamdam ako, nakakapanget kasi! Kaya as often as possible gusto yung nakikita ng mga tao saken ansaya ko at parang walang problema.

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